de profundis
My mind really wants to be busy, but in making the attempt it knocks so repeatedly against the crowd as to become utterly frenzied and to keep buffeting me, its cage, from within.
我的心灵疲于奔波,却如此频繁地企图对抗人群以至于完全疯狂常常触动我,它的牢笼,自深深处。
—— 给力词典精选